If you had made the opposite choice, said what you felt instead of what you thought was the right thing to say. Would those changes have made your life better? Probably not. Nothing good comes from thinking about the past.
"DRM solves piracy like a bag of concrete solves hunger. Pirates remove the DRM from the games before they ever play them. The people who have to put up with DRM are the very people who shouldn’t have to bother with it: legitimate customers."